So the idea has occured to me that maybe it's time for me to take a step forward, and none back. I rolled around with my neighbor BIGGIE today and talked....
it seems that i have let this thing called "kindness" be taken for granted, however if i don't show any at all, i'm considered less of a man for it. it just doesn't make sense sometimes..
you either do to much, or just none at all. and either way people yell at you for it!
where's the happy medium? i need to find it...
..and i don't mean to make this blog a type of " wax on, wax off" phylisophical blog, but for some reason i've just been having more broad thoughts then normal. I guess it's what happens when the king doesn't get enough sleep...
I'm leaving for the mountains on sunday, in some radical way to "find myself." well not really, i just think i need a break from..well people. it's not that i have anything against them, i just need that time off to rethink my steps ahead of me. I'm in no way looking to come home after three days, and be some kind of " changed man," however i would like to have a better grip, and a better look on things. I think one of my greatest flaws is that i ask for advice from others when i can't even take advice from myself. it's a wild concept, i know. But just think about that...
I'll hit this up again before i leave for the mountains, and type out all my ideals, and then when i come back i'll try to compare ....who knows.....maybe it's just what the boys needs.
goodnight.
-matt-
p.s. glad to know d&d has extra large cups of coffee.....lets go 24 oz!!!!
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