so, let's just say.....it's hott outside....k? cool!

so i live in New Jersey, and at the current point in time, this has to be the hottest place on earth. besides our ever growing pollution in this state, it's just a rediculous hott mess here. and the pollution certainly doesn't help. ...but neighter does the humidity! oh well, i'm over it. my heads been throbbing all day, and the brand new central air in the house isn't helping, so i'll stop complaining about it, and just deal.

i've found myself in such a wierd place lately. i think that its just been my annoyance with life. don't get me wrong i love the people and things in my life, but i just.........kinda need a break. get my head back in the game, you know? and i want to travel! o man do i want to travel, but then again if i travel...i'll travel alone, which is boring. so it's this constant paradox that i just keep circling over and over. i don't know...maybe it's just me, .....and this heat!!!!haha

well, what i can say is that i'm ordering the new cd's tonight, and they'll be ready for sale in probly the next two weeks, which is very exciting! along with the new t-shirts! i'vejust been trying to keep my fingers crossed that everything comes out ok...haha i'm always worrying about something.....

i've actually come to enjoy this " blogging" idea. i'm not here to state my political veiws, or protest against war, or kick knowledge about global warming....


rather, i'm here just to simply talk, and say wut's on my mind. not that anyone would really care to know what i'm thinking because they probly have problems of their own, however it's a great stress relief.i can just sit and type to people that i don't know, about whatever i want, and hope that someone feels the same way.....it's a kinda crazy,cool idea. but as my eyes close, and my head feels like a bowling ball, i realize i'm falling asleep on the computer...and i'm going to take a nap.


hope to hear from someone who's as concerned about themselves as i am..

=)

-matt-